[ She curls into herself a little more, and her tail wraps closer to her, the leaves covering her shoes. It's weird, to be crying about what happened to him and everything else, too. It's so much, and all she wants to do is shove it all down and never think about it again. ]
It's not you, I--[ It is him, a little. Or more specifically the fact that she found him dead, and he doesn't seem to think his life has value. But it's not just him, and she feels it's important for him to know that, even if she has no idea how to deal with everything. ]
I just didn't want to find someone else I care about dead. [ She buries her head into the neck of her sweater a little more. ]
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It's not you, I--[ It is him, a little. Or more specifically the fact that she found him dead, and he doesn't seem to think his life has value. But it's not just him, and she feels it's important for him to know that, even if she has no idea how to deal with everything. ]
I just didn't want to find someone else I care about dead. [ She buries her head into the neck of her sweater a little more. ]