[ She knows, logically, that he's right. It's only making all the stuff she's shoved down make her feel worse and worse. It's weighing her down and tiring her out. Just look at how she lost it a few minutes ago, that's proof enough.

But her heart overrides her mind, and even though the truth is in his words, she still feels like it is her job. She's always loved making people's days, turning their frowns upside down. But Ryslig is different. It's not just romance drama or family feuds. It's serious, and she has her own baggage she's been avoiding.

She shakes her head. ]

...How can I let myself be sad, if everyone around me is all gunked up with emotional biz? I can't just. I can't ignore it. I'll never be happy again if the people I care about are having a hard time.